The Life You Want .. Or The Life You Have???

Sometimes we are guilty of the "Society Card". Blaming our "Life Card" on everyone or everything else other then our own walks and paths we have choosen in our lifetime. I myself am true to this guilty pleasure. But as I have become older and wiser and painfully obvious of the past mistakes that " I" alone have made. These decisions have become harder to not only make but choose. We "Say" we want one life. But we state we were "Given" another. By either what we "Were" or "Were Not"given to us by our family. Or sometimes by physical genetics or birth defects from maybe an abusive/ drug/alcoholic parent which sometimes makes the journey almost impossible to reach our dreams. The " Key" word there was " Almost".. So let us realize this.. The Life You WANT is up to YOU to be the LIFE you HAVE!!! You HOLD THE KEY!

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Limited Time

This year has been filled with so much pain. There has been more death this year around me then any other year I have known. And yet today, my bff since Jr.high, only brother died last night from what started as a simple headache and stomach ache. Lost one in June and another close friend a few weeks ago.It just seems that people are dropping like flies are me and quite frankly is scarring the shit out of me. Considering I am the one with the Health Issues. Makes you look a life with such delicate hands sometimes. Meaning not wanting to just not appreciate the touch of its presence and its smell of its life. We always put things off for one thing of another thinking we have just one more day or a few more hours or even 5 more minutes. We say " I will get to it"..I wonder..how many times did Derek,Gregg or Kat say that the very same day they died?? Wonder what things they postponed to do for just one more day that they never got to? We just dont have a clue how close we are to "Our" last moments, yet we constantly waste them away.without regret or hesitation. Thinking , or even aroggantly KNOWING we have plenty of time to get to that phone call, that visit, that letter..WELL so did my friends. and now they have no more time. They are GONE!
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